F.A.Q it!
Hello again little slaves,
I would like to thank all of you who support my work and make it possible for me to run this website. I like to believe that we share a special niche interest in the BDSM world, one that is not catered to as it should be. Since it is impossible for me to post my good work on sites that sell clips. As they do not allow blood and real damage (like castration), this is the only way I can keep making content like this.
Castratix Patreon
At the moment, my loyal slaves help me by purchasing the full versions of my clips through payment links. However I am thinking of making a Patreon or Subscribestar account. This would eliminate the need for you to ask for a payment link and then wait for me to reply and customise your vid. I was thinking of making the first tier 15,- a month. This would allow you to choose one video per month as a download. You will still get them customised with your slavenumber like you do now.
Going this route will make the videos cheaper for my loyal slaves and will remove a lot of unnecessary work on my end. I would call that a win win situation, wouldn’t you slave? I will also add a few extra tiers that involve assignments like you see in the castration and penectomy club. you have requested this many times, so I hope more of you will participate. Said assignments will focus on CBT & Ballbusting.
CBT livestream
I did a CBT needleplay livestream once, which I really enjoyed. The only problem I faced was the different time zones of my fans. I do not plan on streaming on a Wednesday night at 4 am. I would like to do another livestream with you in the near future, but I will limit the amount of people that can attend to a maximum of 5. Because this way I can interact better with you.
How it works
The way i’m going to set these up is as follow: I will announce the stream and a date when I am available you can then reserve your place in the stream by joining the crowdfund. When I reach 150,- worth of pledges I will send out the payment links and the stream can be set up. If you want to have a solo session this can be arranged too. In that case you basically take all seats in the stream. If you would like to do this, we can make it more interactive as I am only dealing with one person.
In my last live session I gave my slaves the opportunity to buy needles so that they could have me place them in my poor slave’s clitty and eggs. They could place them However they liked (provided it is physically possible ofc.).
Let me know what your opinion on this is and if there are things you might want to add. Note that I will not do things that I consider cheap porn, like being naked in shoots or doing anything to sexually please those worthless man bits. Manclits are for CBT and nothing else, sorry but we leave that pleasure for real men with real dicks.
Online solo CBT session
If you want to have a solo session this can be arranged too. You basically take all seats in the stream. If you would like to do this, we can make it more interactive as I am only dealing with one person. In my last live session I gave my slaves the opportunity to buy needles so that they could have me place them in my poor slave’s clitty and eggs however they liked (provided it is physically possible ofc.). Let me know what your opinion on this is and if there are things you might want to add.
Note that I will not do things that I consider cheap porn, like being naked in shoots or doing anything to sexually please those worthless man bits. Manclits are for CBT and nothing else, sorry but we leave that pleasure for real men with real dicks.
BDSM background and future castration plans
And now for the part you have been waiting for, the answers to a lot of questions you keep asking me 😉
The thing that I get asked most of all is how I got into BDSM and if I always liked to torture dicklets. To be honest, I wasn’t always as active in the torture department as I am now. While I was always dominant it wasn’t until I fully trained my puppy that my most evil plans came to fruition.
My main thing was mentally adjusting macho men so they would do as I say and make them submit to me completely. When they were broken I would “torture” their balls by doing things like ballbusting “by accident” or just squeezing them till they begged me to release them.. I love control 🙂 I do not get sexually aroused by causing pain but it gives me a deep mental satisfaction that is not comparable to anything else, am I a psychopath or just a cute little pink haired innocent goddess? You can decide.
How I made my puppy
When I met my puppy he was a womanizing macho bastard, the typical gymrat/football player. This is exactly the challenge I love, I do not like sissies or overly submissive men as starting material. Within a few months I was already pushing his bounderies, babysteps at first, but it soon began to snowball and before long he was peeing sitting. This was a major turning point for him as he vowed he would never ever sit to pee as a Dutch man would never lower himself to such behaviour.
Chastity time!
When the first cracks appeared in his macho self image, it was time to up the ante, it was chastity time! At first we had the same issue as the sitting to pee dilemma, he was reluctant to hand over the keys to his prized manhood but after some enticing, I managed to lure him into that too. At this point I knew I had him exactly where I wanted, totally under my control.
When you lock your slave up long enough, they will do or agree to anything as long as they can get release. I ordered a huge strapon and when it arrived, I gave him the choice to stay locked or to get raped like a little slut. He was not happy with this and said he would never do such a gay thing etc. etc. After another month in chastity he stood bent over the couch, moaning like a little whore while I rammed my giant dildo in him 🙂
Needleplay, the beginning
The needles started when I was was whipping his little dicklet and a sewing kit caught my eye, at this point I had broken him so far that he wouldn’t resist anything anymore, so I picked up the kit and sewed his foreskin shut. I really enjoyed the sensation of feeling the needle glide and tear through the skin, but I didn’t like how much effort it took and the fact that the needle was not comfortable to hold. The next day I searched online for a place that sold medical supplies, bought a bunch of needles and well the rest as they say is history.
Did I castrate my slave?
Castration is a topic I also receive a lot of questions about, I will try to answer some here. Yes I did castrate my puppy, those balls are dead as a doornail. Since he doesn’t serve any sexual role I thought it was only fitting to modify him. The lack of testosterone makes him a better puppy and more docile in his behaviour. The only downside to this is what you might call eunuch fat, when you castrate your slave, they tend to gain weight but i am working on it and forcing my puppy to work out now.
Castration and extreme CBT as a “service”
There seems to be a much bigger demand for people that are willing to do real damage than there are dominant women willing to do so. As a result of that I get asked A LOT to do castration on people. In the beginning I liked the idea of cutting open a sack and taking the balls home for my castration jar but I soon found out that 99,9% of these people just waste my time.
Castration fakers and stalkers
They cancel a day in advance or just ghost me when they realise it is real. The other 0,1% contains the second reason why I am less enthusiastic about taking home slave balls and that reason is stalking freaks. To me it would have just been a simple transaction, I meet you ,make the cut and leave with my balls in a jar. To them this is some lifelong commitment and the start of me “owning” them.
One even went so far as to say that nobody (not even my puppy) understood “what we had”… Mind you, I haven’t even met this person at that point. You will understand I broke off communication with that man after that and gave up on offering this “service”. Besides, there is also the legal issue, people can’t give consent in such a way that it would render me impervious to persecution. Combine this with the stalker/weirdo mentality I mentioned before and I can just imagine the blackmail that would follow when said person realises that he will not get what he wants out of this.
The castration jar
At this moment there are only two slaves that I would like to add to my castration jar. One is my puppy, the only reason they are still attached is that I like torturing them but both the balls and the dicklet will be removed eventually, since I really love the smooth reroute look. Maybe we can crowdfund it 🙂 The other is one of my most loyal fans. He has been following my work from day one and supporting me ever since. He has an open invitation to become my jar trophy… sadly he doesn’t want to give them up (yet).
I started my castration club to avoid these problems, I can’t be legally held responsible for what you do to yourself. This enables me to help my slaves by giving them an extra push so they can become perfect slaves. My perfect slave either has a penectomy or is castrated and modified in such a way that he can’t use that little worm for nasty things. The combination of my two programs (castration & penect-o-me) will result in the loss of function in both the balls and the dicklet. When done by a truly dedicated, it slave might “accidentally” remove the dicklet altogether.
Want more like this?
I hope this clarified a lot of the things that were on your mind, my little slaves. If you like these kind of posts I might do another one since there is a lot more you are curious about. For now, I would like to end this post by saying thank you again to all the slaves that make it possible to run this site by contributing to the costs.
Want to see more of my work? You can find the full length video here
That would be a long distance stomp then 😛
Hello mistress i love your work i am naturally castrated and don’t get erection any more. I was wondering if your slaves no the medical problems that occur with no testicles your bones start to brake down is the main concern there are other side effects you need female hormone or male to stop these.
Thank you 🙂 And good to hear that you are a permanent “good boy”P nice and limp like a good slave.
I let puppy train with weights to help combat bone density loss, he also uses suplements I give him. I do not want him to take male hormones anymore (I think you can see me inject him in one of my old clips) .. It would ruin what I achieved with the castration. Female hormones are not an option either as I do not want him to be more feminized. I like neutered males that still look male. The most beautiful look is a muscular slave that is completely smooth where the dicklet was..but still has balls to kick 😛
I think I will put puppy in the gym soon 😛
Before we cut off the pinky winky and get my prefered look 😛
thank you Mistress as i am basically neutered anyway due to my constant injections into my worthless testis during my training under your guidance i do hope you find more ways to fully castrate me yes i would really desire my little impotent eggs in your hands and your possession i do consider myself a eunuch owned and controlled by you and of course i so desire more i shall not be fully happy until i am a verified eunuch and my balls are in your possession please mistress thank you for all your help in making me a neutered puppy under your control
That is how I like slave balls,..neutered. You can’t even begin to imagine how warm and fuzzy it makes me feel inside when I think of all the slaves I have rendered impotent and sterile 😀 It is both a massive powertrip as well as a huge sign of devotion on the slaves part.
The slave gave up something he valued so much, just to please me. I really love our community here, we have almost 0 fakers or people that want to ‘top from the bottom’. We put the Extreme in Extreme Femdom here, and I LOVE it 😀
If only the laws were different… I would have a wall of dicklets in jars. Now I have to be extremely careful as I do not want to end up in jail over our ‘hobby’;) Ending up in my jar is not easy. So far only one slave has made it to that level. And I ‘only’ have his balls..
I guess he still wanted to have his shrunken impotent dicklet as a reminder how useless it is 😉
X
thank you Ma,am yes i am a devoted slave to you and it gives me great sense of satisfaction to know my place as a neutered male to you. i can fully imagine just how much pleasure it would give you if you actually took my balls off properly and i would lie and watch the pleasure my giving would please you. i dont think about much else than fully surrendering myslef to you it occupies my mind 24/7 and hopefully one day when laws change that may happen. i would sincerely give my balls to you and would love to become slave 2 with my balls alongside your other slave Ma,am
I love your devotion 🙂 It is so strange that people can decide to tattoo, pierce or do all things with their body but not this. So you can change into a woman, but not an Eunuch? why.. What happened to my body my choice..or in this case your body MY choice 😉
XXX
thank you Ma,am before i met you on here i was a stupid masturbating beta male a vigin and useless to women anyway i always felt i would serve better as a ladies eunuch so now that i am basically your eunuch in that my balls are quite useless and my little penis has shrunk even further i feel i now serve a purpose to you my Goddess and womankind. Ma,am you have helped me become the Eunuch i always thought i should be and i do so hope in fact i dream of the day you can claim them properly and put inside one of your jars Ma,am
Hmmm Mind running wild, dicklet going hard — How can I join the program to be owned and neutered by you Mistress?
I have two “self help” programs that will help you kill that dicklet and those eggs. this is the first step to become a worthy slave
Good evening. Dear Mistress Urnom, is the self-help programme for the dicklet new?
No it is my penect-o-me series 😛 You know the one that made your ‘tail’ into a useless micro clit appendage 😀 Why? Are you ready to fill another jar for me with ‘a gift’? 😀
Thank you for the answer. Yes, I would be willing to do that if it would give you a sense of satisfaction and validation of what you are doing. After all, you have been explaining well for a long time that a real slave also has to do things that a slave has to do! So that means, if you really want to do it and see a way to accomplish it, good! In addition then of course also the pride that one has done something that only few do for such a grandiose mistress.
<3 that is how I like my slaves
X
But I think it’s normal when a mistress decides about slaves, because that’s not only how nature intended it, but that’s also what makes such a relationship so appealing, when the dominant side makes decisions and slaves carry them out without objection. You show it so true to life with your puppet, who seems to accept everything as you intend it. I, for one, would like to go the same way.
Thank you 🙂 I am very proud of the work I did on my little puppy.. He is nothing like when I first met him. I broke him and tamed him as if he was a wild horse. Now he is my prancing little gelding that does whatever I want him to do.
When I think about the fact that only absolute fans of Mistress Urnom come to this part of her variations on the homepage and inform themselves about the possibility of castrating themselves under her will by various means and perhaps also to sacrifice the “little tail” for her, then there is only this one option for these slaves, to do it exactly as Mistress Urnom expects and commands, otherwise it would all be just head cinema and a waste of the Mistress’ time!
Yes, only real slaves here 🙂 Though not all of them are as far in the process as you are mentally.. And as of yet..none have made the sacrifice you did, my little jar slave <3
If it means anything to you, I would very much like to be the first to fulfill my “slave duties” and sense of “being honored” to you!!!!
Such a good slave, can’t wait to fill my jars 😀
Well, I’m ready anytime, as soon as you think it’s right. Funnily enough, I have long had the attitude of having to take this step, because rarely in life can you do something that means total sacrifice and obedience, and if you should do such a thing for someone, then probably 100% for you!
<3 I will give it a nice home on my shelf when the time comes :D
Perfect. There are messages and visions for everyone, which can trigger an incredible feeling of happiness in you and as you should probably know best, I stand by my statements and promises!
<3 better start saying goodbye to your little worm :D
If this is decided now in such a way, then one can adjust oneself mentally also to it and that is for a genuine slave yes also something like the completion of a development and necessary modification, which looks sometimes evenly unusual for many, but if one does it for a mistress, who is able by her cleverness and dominance, can transform dreams of slaves into real actions, then both are happy, the slave, because he is proud of his willingness to sacrifice to the mistress everything that had been considered so important as a “man” in the past, and then the mistress herself, because she realizes what power she has over some people.
<3
Of course I mean “fill a second glass” 😉
So you want to go “smooth”:D I think we have to wait a little before this whole virus drama is over. We do not want to get unwanted attention 😛
Dear,
Read about the subscription above containing video and assignments…
Is that an offer yet??
I did this for a while but almost none of the slaves participated in this,..even when it was free. So I gave up on them for now.
Hello mistress. How is your foot doing? 🙂
(I’m sorry if I’m being too evasive haha)
It does not seem to change too much anymore at the moment. I can walk on normal shoes but high heels still make me feel very unstable. I think they messed something up in the hospital. Let’s hope they don’t have to redo it in another one :S
I really want to be able to kick full force again, especially since I have been training my legs a LOT just for that purpose 😉
X
Well, that’s sucks….I’ll always stay here hoping you get better.
The content you make is unique, and you seem like a cool person 🙂
Thank you <3,
I am training my foot so it gets more stable, In the worst case scenario, they will have to operate again.
I guess I will just have to get good at kicking with my left foot 😉
I hope they don’t have to operate again. Be well, okay? I really love your content, especially bloody friday.
(Now I’m going to stop bugging you in the comment section haha)
Hi. Is there any interest in making a video like “Blood Friday”? I just LOVED this video 🙂
Sorry for my English btw. I’m from Brazil, and I don’t know how to finance you by paying 🙁
I’m planning on recording a new Blood Friday session, stay tuned for the updates 😉
Thank you very much. You are very kind, and I will be waiting. Success to you! 😅
Hi Mistress. Are you okay? Sometimes I go to the site to see if there are any video or post updates, and you seem to be very busy. I hope the master is ok, because sometimes I get worried haha
XOXO
Don’t worry little slave 🙂 While my foot is still not up to full kicking strength and high heels are difficult at the moment, it is going a lot better. I’m hoping to be able to film again this month.
I think Blood Friday is the hottest video that i’ve seen in my life.
Thank you 🙂
I am thinking of making that a series
X
Hello Goddess Urnom,
i have the desire to be castrated.
But my mistress don`t want to do it herself, she doesn`t have experience.
So would it be possible, that you do it?
I would pay in advance and i would come with my mistress to you?
Or do you want to visit us in germany when pandemic is over?
Of course i will pay you, your hotel, your transfer etc.
It would be realy kind if i get a answer.
Sincerely and humble
Slave Daniel
Hello there little slave 🙂
I appreciate the offer but at the moment I can’t make any plans yet. Besides such a procedure is very risky for me as the laws are very illogical… you can have your dicklet cut off but only if you want to make it into a vagina. Otherwise it is ‘illegal’ etc.. such nonsense.
As people are not allowed to do what they please to their own body, I have to be very careful with these things. I do not just take in ‘patients’ like that as that will give me all kinds of trouble.
Such a thing (if I ever were to do it) would only be done with slaves that have earned my trust and have shown that they are not just talk. A lot of slaves want all kinds of sick torture, but in reality they just like the idea or the fantasy.
Slaves that have reached the point where they can do extreme CNC like this are very rare. I would not go this hard on a new slave as I do not want them to pussy out half way.
X
Mistress Urnom, I am always honored to be your slave and supporter with my small contributions.
I am proud to have killed the dicklet for you, avoiding that my bad perverse thoughts can still dirty girls unaware of getting fucked by a filthy depraved bisexual, getting filthy by my lousy cum.
Thanks my Goddess
You are welcome, little slave 🙂 I love taking small dicklets out of the gene pool 🙂
Such a Mistress, I would give not only genitals, but also life. I would like to find a Lady who will torture my genitals with a red-hot iron, then cut them off. I’m ready to end my life in a torture room. But, alas, distance and boundaries do not allow me to surrender to this Lady.
Red hot irons.. that is actually a great idea 😉
Sounds wonderful to me…maybe next time you can heat up the needles in the useless dicklet 😉
<3 that idea :)
Sounds nice…maybe we can see this here in the near future. Maybe I should try it on my dicklet as well 😛
I have a whole list of evil things coming 😉
Hello,
I have read this a couple of times now and love it. What i am very curious about is how you trained puppy to pee sitting down? Can you share more on this topic please?
neal
A chastity cage does wonders for that
Of course, so obvious. i have been sitting to pee for a long time now, just something i naturally did as i find standing can be such a messy affair.
But I have been able to use a cage on occasion and of course there is no choice but to sit. i would definitely go full time chastity if my Wife wanted it. my Wife is very vanilla so anything kinky is a struggle.
i already struggle to get an erection, partly due to my medication and partly due to to much porn. Specifically i think it has been the femdom go gay style porn which has to a large extent react to cock more. i do of course worship Women as the superior gender.
Your work is phenomenal, thank You for sharing, i wish i was part of your world.
neal
absolutely brilliant Ma,am, can you see a time in the future when beta males like myself can come to you or ladies like you to be properly castrated Ma,am. i mean by the use of a burdizzo or bander ?
How do I get a one on one with you or just become one of your slave’s
You get a slavenumber and access to the Slave Pen after purchasing my videos. A RL session can only be booked after my new studio is finished.
I love your work
Doet u nog steeds RL sessies zoals eerst? Kan ik een mail sturen?
Ik ben naar Gelderland verhuisd en mijn studio is nog niet af.
Such a cruel/lovely CBT works. Would like to know if You think to perform Corporal punishment / whipping videos in future?
I don’t think so. I prefer needles and kicking.
Charming passion in Your eyes
Thank you 🙂
Meesteres, deze slaaf is nu een week ver (3 sessies) in het programma penect-o-me. Deze slaaf heeft gemerkt dat, zo ver ik weet er geen link meer is van deze 2 programma’s.
Ze zijn weer online 🙂